It's been super long since i posted here. but I don't wanna keep it that way(: hehe.
this week doesnt feel too good...death, like some evil monster..has been sucking up precious lives that are dearly loved): it is unexpected and also so cruel. just this week 2 people who I'm sorta related to...(meaning related to someone i know) passed away.
what a dark week.
to us, maybe after a week and the depression is over. but to their family.it's for life. permanent. ahhh i don't know what to say):

I'm sorry this is such a sad way to start off a post. but that was on my mind since yesterday. how death ..to us always seem so faraway. but sometimes it can be so close to us, just that we don't know. we've always been trying to avoid the topic of death. but maybe sometimes it can act as a motivation( i don't know whether i'm using the right words for this). If we all live like we're dying (as Sylvia mentioned during GM), maybe we would have better lived our life. maybe.
I don't like the idea of dying. but too bad, we're all living things. and death is a chapter we've gotta go through.
but if you've lived well, your death will not matter. for after the RIP, people will still talk about you, will still think of you, some may even still look up to you. You'll still live in the hearts of others. and this all lies on how you live your life now.
which lead me to think how I've been living mine so far. sigh, everyday seems like a dream. and a sch bell at the end of the day is my alarm clock. yes, sad to say, I'm living a life of doing homework, rushing deadlines...non-stop. sigh. i need to change.
or maybe, all this hw can help me in the future as others say. If sch is not good, why do they implement it? so i guess..life goes on again.
hopefully when i'm old enough, i'll use whatever i've learnt now, and live meaningfully.
yeap i guess so:D

oh well, so after all, death may not be the end so we don't need to go about fearing that day. all we've gotta do now, is to LIVE LIKE YOU'RE DYING. yeap and i simply love that song(:



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