omgosh. it's been how long? nvm...

it's NEW YEAR'S EVE! LAST DAY OF 2009!
well..mixed feelings right now..sad, scared, excited, unprepared....

oh wells..i realise i havent been posting for so so long! cos there's seriously too many things that have happened...

first: council camp

i can't belive i survived it! so so many things that i missed (surprisingly) all the PTs? haha the cheering, the songs...they seem to pop up in my head every once in a while...
the times when our whole council was together vs. seniors...hahaha! feels like it..so we were helping one and another...like during the uniform parade when we had to change fr camp clothes to formal attire back to camp then back to formal then back to camp again! omgosh it was mad rush...each in like 6/4 mins...then juniors were like scabbling to help our poor seniors who had to change to the banana suit...D: was FRANTIC

Heaven and Hell: was CRUEL. the worst thing man...hell was PTs all the way none stop for 2 hours...i've got scoliosis..so i couldnt do the PTs involving the back eg. push up position, plank etc. so was just doing the leg and arms PTs...was going around helping others..and..so so...ahhh how to say! painful to see my other batchmates suffering:X and seniors were shouting screaming..we had no choice...scary:X
heaven was not heaven...we were singing and cheering non -stop in tears. the injured and sick were trying their best to do it too..and it breaks my heart to see them suffer too..ahhhD: was super emotional D:

there were lots and lots more from council camp which i can never type it into a post..all in my <3..hard to describe right now..

oh and I remember one of my worst nights..the 2nd night after heaven and hell..
all i rmb was in the middle of the cold cold night..i was awoken then thru the half open eyes..i saw someone doing PTs in her sleep! someone was doing twinkies in the middle of the night..at like 3am.. then someone else started doing too! omgosh! so then i thought it wasa real..i close my eyes and somehow..i dreamt of doing PTs too! (i don't know whether i did it or not but it felt real..i rmb saying " eh? what did we do wrong? why are seniors punishing us?")
and i realise i was damn urgent too! ahhh:X then i rmbered we couldnt leave the rm at night.omgosh..so i challenged my bladder. yes how dumb now i realise.
and i think was too urgent or cold..was shivering in the night..and was like having hyper ventilation..cheryl(sleeping next to me) said she tot i ha asthma attack or something ..damn scary.

then the next morning..(when i forgot bout the dream alr) we were at the breakfast table..then suddenly Sally told us she was doing PTs in her sleep..3 times. and she was talking too...
then shi yan (sleeping next to her at night) also said she saw someone doing PTs then thought was real..and did it too! she almost ran out of the room too! O.O omgosh! so then i told them my PT in sleep too! and those ppl i saw doing PTs were them! omgosh..it was damn funny yet freaky too! i was hald awake half asleep!

had to leave early for camp...when it was the funnest part! argh.
anw the last game was the BEST! we first had to dig our face into this box of flour to use our mouth to fish for a sweet. hahaha then slide on these soapy wet benches on your tummy then run to this watermelon and take a BIG bite! so there were 2 grps competing against each other! so the grp with the watermelon most eaten...WINS! hahaha luckily my grp had pearl..mans she can eat! she practically slide the watermelon across her face! so her bite super BIG! then so we WON! yay!

oh wells..then after that was KL trip immediately.
hahaha was fun! went to gentings..super cold.and i didnt bring enough clothes. :X bleh.
went there with my parents' fren's family. hahaha little kids are so cute! there's adam(quiet looking but super naughty acs boy), chloe( cute sweet looking but rough and super naughty lil sis), clare and kelly(so cute!!! she looks like a doll! serious!)
so was babysitter:D hahhaa had to act mature and stuff!

then then..ahh i cant rmb what happened..these few days have been messy and rather busy.
was halo-ing in sch:D yay it's finally done but MUST polish cos cca mini concert next wk! omgosh.
oh yeah! went out that day with them(: the 5 of us. hahaa movie then kbox! FUN! but when the bill came..omgosh..faints...142.42! and jay had to leave early..leaving us with the FRANTIC! >D
was practically squeezing our wallets for more money then we forgot how much we paid! so we took one whole day and night to figure out with there was this $2 missing..cos the guy asked us for another 2 bucks so we tot kbox scam our money. after one night of conference calling..we realise cos 142.42 cannot divide by 5 exactly. gary ah..math genius..tsk.
and poor zhong xuan only paid 7 bucks. quite paiseh actually. haha!:P
lalal but the singing and dancing crazy dance in kbox was fun! (and ppl acting gay:X)

wheee anw today had class outing..well kinda..only 8 ppl showed up>< quite sad. oh wells. then rushed to TLL tuition.

movie reviews!
avatar 3D--AWESOME! super nice! went to watch with uncle wen, auntie maggee, chloe and adam. hahahaa the movie was so real!

storm worriors--rather boring in the start..but at the end was quite sad..i kinda teared><

sherlock holmes-- FUNNY! and omgosh sherlock holmes so observant it amazes me! haha!

bodyguards and assassins--super sad! so many ppl died for the revolution of china..omgosh and quite gorry..my sis cried buckets..i cried a bit then cleaned off the evidence:P

lalala!
tmr when i open my eyes. i'll be officially a sec3. omgosh..i'm so unprepared! help!D:

last post of the year..

<3,
Jermaine

HI HI

lalalaa went to jog in the morning today! whee feel so refreshed after that:D
then...
DENTIST! as fun as always:P

then....

OUT FOR MOVIE WITH CHERYL! yayyy at the cathay
my pri sch bestie(p4..right right, cheryl?):D

went to watch new moon..(according to my sis..it's better than twilight and good) but i think it's BLEH! BAD!
the ending sucked!
it ended with..." one condition: will you marry me?" BOOM END! EEYER! what a sucky ending!
and purleasseeee who will propose by threatening?! so not romantic! haiyoooo

haha cheryl and i were practically laughing at whatever edward was doing and saying all those cliche lines " bella, you're my everything...so long as you breathe..blablahblah" omgosh goose bumps!

AHH and and JACOB is SO SO SO much HOTTER than edward!
he has like got..6 pacs and loads of muscles and a cute hot face! hellloooo? who in the right mind wouldn't choose him over edward?! hahaha!

( but weirdly..i didn;t like jacob in the book..cos i was in team edward haha when i was reading the book..of course with my imaginary shuai edward inside..)
but in the movie..edward looks so ugly:X no offence..so diff from what i expected lo! :X bleh.

lalallaa so that's bout all..and i think they dragged the boring parts of the story and missed out the action! the fighting and action was so cut short! not niceeee...

and we counted the number of times edward and bella kissed --countless.
while bella and jacob kissed-- none..only at most lips touching.

SEEE!!!!! the movie director has got a problem hereeeee:X cheryl and i were like " KISS KISS KISS KISS KISSSSSSS! " ...then they got so near...and like every other korean drama..the phone rang and it was edward. oh yay. just interrrupted the perfect moment. BLEH!
(sorry..kids please ignore the wordings on top and skip to the bye bye.. these are not suitable for u!)

anw..so yeahh..the movie wasnt as good as my sis has said. ahhh sis ah..bad taste>.< sadded.

OH WELLS..

bye bye (kids read here:D)

<3,
Jerm
yay halo-ing tmr again:D

HEY YO HEY YO!

hahaha today has been an okay-ish day i guess:X

DANCE!--this is for chermaine! haha who specially requested for an update! yay! gladly reporting:

hmm today at dance we choreo more halo!
ahh we asked lao shi how to choreo the last chorus and she gave us some great ideas!
yay but don't think i shld blog bout it here..so come back and i'll tell you!

oh and hahha too many halos..our last resort: CUT SOME!:X
hmm and so soryy we kinda editted the 2nd chorus cos lao shi said we must have a clear story line and concept to the dance.
and some of us feel that it's too many movements and fitted into the beat..so not so good.
we choreoed some..hahaha (i love the part where clare and i had the same inspiration:D:D)
yups so willl show u when you're back!:D

hmm and then..nothing much happened (actually yes but also ..not fang bian to blog bout it here:X)

lallaalla

oh and i finally went to seee the physician!
and on sat, my mum made me call her 4 times to ask her bout stuff..

then today..she asked " ni shi bu shi xing qi liu da dian hua lai de?"
haha!

hope my ligament will heal and CURE!:D
wheeee!
it doesnt really hurt le!:D

YESSSSSSSS
many thanks to regine and my grandma for helping me find a female one!
cos she was pressing at..sensitive areas..then super ticklish! haha! then like..
cannot start bursting into laughter like what i usually will if it's my mum.
so was trying to keep a straight face..and in the end looked constipated.

she thought i was in PAIN:X

hahah!
byee!<3

Jerm

HALO!

hahhaa guesssed what i did ytd..
it's nothing very WOAH.

I PIERCED MY EARS!(again:X)
hahaa cos the last time..my ear rotted.
yes it sounds gross and it is:X

lallala so was kinda scared. really hope my ear has recovered after...5 YEARS! omgosh. so longD:

anw HALOHALOHALO is in my mind cant get it out!(i don't wanna get it out anw:P)
hehehee

ahhhh dec is almost gone.
and council camp's nearing...

yeap..i'm mugging for camp! it's like the first time and the first camp that i've gotta mug for and i'm kinda worried for:X

heard too many stories from seniors and batchmates....ahhhD:
oh wells..mentally prepared. and i gotta get myself physically prepared too!:X
and as most of u know..jerm is physically not so strong...D:

sigh...
hmm DANCE tmr! yyayyy

and i'm gonna go see that FEMALE sensei regine and my grandma found for me(yeap so coincident that both found me the same doc! wheee:P then must be good)

<3,
Jerm
p.s i feel bad keep posting on livejournal and not here:X

HELLO HELLO!

ahh sorry i havent been posting much..
but that's cos..i've got a new livejournal:P hehe so if you have lj too..get me to add u as a fren!:D

hmm alrights let's talk bout today(i'm too tired to even blog bout it:X)
but anw..today started off with DANCE!
ahh but sadly, cos of my argh stupid ligament pulled in my left thigh..i didnt dare to dance much. was practically avoiding all leg movements involving the thighD: acks and it's quite hard to resist to dance halo when everyone's practisingD: so sad right!

but well..thankfully or unfortunately?haha we didnt do much today..just sat there for the whole time thinking bout concert name. and yay the one we suggested finally got approved by everyone! hehee but SHH SHHH cant tell u what's it yet now! TOP SECRET YA KNOW!
so if ..you wanna find out...COME TO OUR CONCERT NEXT YEAR OK! MUST! :P
(i'm SUPER DUPER excited for it!) which means..my ligament or tendon whatever that muscle or thingy is...BETTER HEAL SO I CAN DANCE! cant stand it not being able to dance:X

OH WELL then had lunch with rachel, yuxin and jielin at burger shack! omgosh was so full even had a stitch while we walk back to sch:X

THEN IT WAS PRECAMP CHEERING SESSION! :D/D:

hahaa ahhh it was..quite tiring and muscle aching..
the fact that i could feel the acid burning through my shoulders while we did twinkles(which was suppose to be the easiest!) omgosh. i suck.
that's why i've planned to WORK OUT! like everyday..doing...stamina..muscle building etc! i really must work hard or i think i cant survive dec campD:
hmm but with all said, i'll still be having an OPEN mind bout this:D hahaa
GOOD TIME TO BOND! yay:D

and for now, i'll be studying our cheers and council pledges etc! D: oh wells! JIAYOU!

"It’s us who’ll climb the mountain
It’s us who’ll reach the peak
We won’t hope and we won’t pray
But we’ll make it happen in our way "
--2003 council song

YEAP! I'LL MAKE IT HAPPEN! :D

<3,
Jerm

hello hello

wheee had dance today! i can finally make it cos i'm alr getting much better(:
did halo evaluations today with jielin(:

ahhh and i think i havent dance for sometime or maybe cos i'm sick and this dance is rather tiring..i ended up breathless for the last part..screwed the timing and almost couldn't pull jielin up:X sorry dear...

but anyway it's over(: and everyone did well! yay!

hmm then had tuition just now and just came home.

sighh i wonder why sometimes people are so insensitive to the feelings of others.
and all they think of is themselves...
ending up letting others feel heartbroken and disappointed
they've been waiting for your response or your presence and when you finally appear,
you say you didnt actually want to come and you've got better things to do.
if you've told me that earlier, i would have saved my time and anticipation.
just one step later and you caused a heartbreak.
how insensitive of you..):

<3,
Jerm

Sometimes i wonder why people think so much...
i really don't understand.

but it's not the first time someone told me to reflect.
teachers say : good leaders always reflect.

well, i agree.
we should all think about our steps and not just keep moving forward without stopping for a little while and think about whether it's right.

but MODERATION is impt.
thinking too much...getting everything planned.
then what's life?

Enjoy it while it lasts.

i don't see why we always have to feel all down and emo and start pondering about it.

please cheer up
you're not as bad as you think you are.
how come you reflect so much, but yet don't see that you also shine?

Little wonders--Rob Thomas , dedicated to you

let it go, let it roll right off your shoulder
don't you know the hardest part is over let it in,
let your clarity define you in the end
we will only just remember how it feels our lives
are made in these small hours these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate time falls away,
but these small hours,
these small hours still remain let it slide,
let your troubles fall behind you let it shine until you feel it all around you
and i don't mind if it's me you need to turn to we?
ll get by, it's the heart that really matters in the end our lives
are made in these small hours these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate time falls away,
but these small hours,
these small hours still remain all of my regret
will wash away some how but i can not forget the way
i feel right now in these small hours these little wonders
these twists & turns of fate these twists & turns of fate time
falls away but these small hours these small hours,
still remain,
still remain these little wonders these twists & turns of fate
time falls away but these small hours
these little wonders still remain

i'm feeling very very confused and sad now):

i'm not even sure if she's angry or isit just me.
i'm reallly sorry and i would do anything to make her happy again and not be mad at me.

sigh..i should have been more sensitive.
all my fault.

now i'm shut out from her world.

i just wanna say sorry and make things right.

if you're reading this now,
i'm really sorry k?): please forgive me pleaseeee

i still love u.

from
Jerm.



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