i'm feeling so weird today.
but hey, i've got a new blogskin after searching for so so long! cos i'm so sick and tired of the old one:X

yes, i'm feeling so weird and i think it's because i'm still sick:X bleh this sucks.
my calves are feeling MUCH better(: yay and no more walking up a hill backwards for me anymore!
and my stomach keeps growling when i'm not feeling hungry! even after i finish my lunch:X so you see..it's really weird. maybe i'll go eat again. maybe.
my mum said it was the medicine then made my stomach bloated with airD: eew.

i'm rotting at home today.

oh wells..i'll go eat some leftovers from lunch(:

<3,
Jerm
p.s i really WANNT to GET WELL like..NOWD:

oh and was really touched by all the get well soon msges from you guys! thankkkyouuu sooo soo much!:P i feeel so loved(: wheee!

oh wells..hahaa
ytd went to macritchie reservoir for a walk..and it took 4 hours! :O YES super long! haha back and forth it's a rather long trail! hehee but quite fun! the place is super pretty! beautiful and so relaxing! esp when there's this breeze of fresh air..ahhh you can feel yourself getting lighter and so REFRESHED! IT'S TRUE! :D:D
walking midway..it started to rain! must be a passing cloud:X acks and we had no umbrella and stranded in the middle of nowhere..so no choice..got drenched. haha that's why i got a cold now:X blehs. and then..we were walking up this hill and i use to see people walking up the hill backwards so i tried to do it too! haha and guess what..it actually helps u stretch your calve muscles! butbut...shldnt have did it ALL the way:X this morning..i almost fell down when i tried to take my first step..my calves ACHE BADLY!:X



"when we all stop fighting for one another, that is when humanity ends"

watched 2012@ iluma today haha just reached home..quite late.
this movie..was rather sad but yet a simple plot brings so many big messages.

i realise how great humanity is. like the part when everyone knows they will die and the only hope is to get on that ship. with only 2 places. the parents were so willing to just let their kids take their place to survive..willing to die alone.
just knowing that their kids will survive gives them hope. i think that's how great humanity is.

and also how we should appreciate the time we have with our families now.this old man seperated from his son. he calls a little too late and missed that chance to say those words i love you. so saddening to see..how just that 1 sec earlier could he have delievered his love.

and the president of US in the show. he could have taken the plane and escape. yet he chose to " stay with his sinking ship" he wanted to stay with his people. so noble:)

many many more sacrifices i've seen in movie of people sacrificing for the greater good for their loved ones and the people around them. it really touched my heart.

OH and i had my SAP interviews today:D
haha came out and felt so relieved!
wheee mostly asked me in english! woots. so i could answer so much easier.
yay and most of the stuff i prepared came into great help!:D

today was YAY! HAPPY!(:

<3,
Jerm

WHEEE! JERM IS HAPPY!

haha just signed up for guitar lessons yesterday! woohoo regine and I have been talking bout guitar lessons ever since the month before EOYS and now..we've signed up! yesssssss:D haha gonna take this holiday programme for teenagers @believer music in novena sq. wheeee and my mum bought me a guitar too(: hehe i'm HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY! thanks mummy <3

hmm and my dad came back from china last nite. haha went to fetch him at the airport with grandparents too and had dinner there:D hehhee:P

going to my parent's good fren's house later. haha gonna see their kids! haha and a new born baby:D awww so cute la! love little kids!(i'm not paedo k!) heheee i've seen all 3 of them ever since they were a baby till now schooling. (okay i do sound old:X) but it's trueeeee...

AHHH SAP scholarship interview this tuesD: i've never really prepare for an interview before! i mean..all the other interviews i've been thru mostly all involve leadership:X hehe like pri sch ambassador, sec sch PSL and council so i've never studied for one:X now i'm scared cos jerm has been lazy and not mugging:X ahhh ahhhD: and some say i sound funny when i speak chinese:X ahh!

okay now i'm just looking forward to the days after the interview or rather the min i leave the room!

still sick): double block nose sucks!
had medicine last nite and was kinda drowsy i couldnt walk to the toilet to brush teeth:X
wow what great medicine hahaa that makes ppl fall asleep instantly(:
but sadly, i still had a dream. which meant i didnt fall into a deep sleep:X
lately, my dreams are FREAKY!D:

<3,
Jerm

CLASS ALLOCATIONS ARE OUT..

i'm quite ..sigh disappointed. all the people who are same conbi as me! all in 312! then i'm in 310.why why why....):
i seriously dun understand why! ahh so many nice ppl there i like..ahh and my dear hil is there too): separated from dearies: yuan mei, qian yi, ming hui D:many many more darlings! ahhhh

oh wells..i just gotta learn to accept facts. sigh. ahh...no mood to do anything which is bad. cos i MUST prepare for interview! D:

ARGH AHH this sucks):

wanna cry le):

they say you wont know how much you love something until you lose it. and now i'm missing my 209'09...): ahhh badly..really missing.
the fact that everyone is in different classes now just makes me feel): sighh

LALALALA

today is a FUN AND HAPPY DAY! YAY!:D
hmm went to school this morning for a SAP Scholarship briefing..and i'm really scared for the interview now!D: esp when i didnt mug much for it! ahhhh bleh.
i didnt know it'll end so late! ahhh so sorry to jay who has been waiting for me since 10. really really super duper sorryD:

hmm then set off to regine's house! yay! haha lunch at amk hub then bused to her place.
it was drizzling on the way so quite cooling! whee
haha her function room at her condo is damn nice! haha the glass door was a perfect mirror!:D whee thanks regine!

did some warmups..haha jay had some butt cramping time at the "bar"
and i did his warmups too. quite fun:D hahaa.

then we did our serious work which ended up not so serious. but really fun though. hahaha(:
lalalaa and now we've got bout 30 secs of it done! wheeee hope we can do it well and finish it up:D

haha after which cabbed to TLL..30 min late:X bleh.
but class was fun!
we did presentations on news paper reports and regine and I and chloe poh fr replacement did a skit on the murder case of the ex-opposition's wife. hahaha and i was the murderer..that wife. heheh quite fun:D
another grp did on some toilet bowl. lols. quite entertaining
<3,
Jerm



LOOK at this cute hamster!
saw it at jincheng's blog! :D

today i'm feeeling much much better..

i guess cos it started out with jogging in the morn at bukit batok nature reserve(: haha the air was fresh and niceee. listening to my ipod and chatting with mum and sis. was rather relaxing and fun(:

and then had breakfast at the market there then headed home before i left for dentist again.
my sis had her new set of braces done! yay now she can experience how i feltD: lols no la..but it's a pretty fun experience(: got mine tightened too.

after that had TLL makeup class. and sadly yuan mei not in my classD: and the class only had 5 pathetic ppl. sigh..so kinda boring yeah. plus the teacher was a newbie..didnt know how to teach. D: oh wells. doesnt matter. haha. but i seriosuly miss my own classsD: havent go for about 1 month! i think the ppl probably think i quitted or something! lols.

hmm and kind yuan mei's dad sent me home. haha and i'm so lucky la cos it's raining and i didnt have an umbrella. hmm though he seemed kinda scary..but i'm thankful he sent me to the carpark(: yay

and rawr why do i get distracted so easily? i MUST focus...ahh must prepare for interview! I MUST! start focusing...sigh.

be careful there alright? dun fall sick and dun eat dirty food! haha. i'll be waiting for you till you come back(: have fun!

<3,
Jerm

rainy day today.
nice to walk and dance in(:

sigh but the feeling..that feeling is still there. and it doesnt make it better
when u tell me how fun it was with all ur other frens. ok good for u. i'm happy for u.

i'll try to hide it for u. but..soemtimes it's hard ok? it's not easy for me to just swallow it down.
sigh please understand.

i'll cope without u. i just dun feel it from u.

..
Jerm

HELLO!
back from malacca:D:D and it's SUPER DUPER FUN!!!

though it's really a lot for me to blog about..but i think i'll blog everything down just in case time erases some parts of itD:

DAY 1:
WOOHOO jumpy happy excitedly arrived at audi front at 6.30. whee
boarded the bus and off to malaysia!

lallala was kinda tired on the bus cos had to wake up kinda early..but so excited i couldnt sleep!

we had a stop at yong peng(sp.?) then bought some snacks and food. then back to continue the bus ride. later on we dropped off at a restaurant over looking a really beautiful golf course for lunch! hahaa and our table 1 family was formed! inclusive of: hil, yuan mei, qian yi, kayla, wei yu, ashley, jin cheng, ming hui, li wei and me! haha:D yay!

after that set off to mini malaysia. where there was a cultural show. showcasing malay costumes and dance. and guess what..they pulled some "volunteers" up on stage..one of them was me. haha but the dance was rather easy to follow. haha they also pulled mrs heng up on stage! haha! so interesting~ it was quite fun to dance on stage with the malay performers! haha:P

then we went to explore the different malay houses of different states in malaysia. they're all very unique with different stairway up and floors and roofs. ahh the weather was super duper hot. about 34 degrees celsius. sun was burning hothothotD: and i my heat rash started to irritate meD: scratch scratch scratch ..my face became tomato reddddddD: bleh. super 难受!

hmmm then bought some souvenirs then went off to dinner if not wrong. i cant rmb>.<
but dinner that day was awesome! nyonya food! woohoo!i love the curry.

oh yes..one other "memorable" incident. after the debriefing..all of us went to our hotel rooms. upon entering... mrs ang reminded us " girls..rmb not to lock yourself out ok!"... "OK!"

5 min later " AHH mrs ang! we locked ourselves out!D: helpppp!" it was super paiseh la!
haaha cos we went into our room...then heard some sounds outside.."LET's GO OUT TO CHECK OUT THE OTHER ROOMS!" zoom...ran ran ran. uhoh. door locked. oh shit. hahaa.went around borrowing shoes then..
took the lift up to the 17th floor for mr gan.

"Mr gan....(pitiful look) something bad has happenedd!!!!

"WHAT?!"

" we...we...LOCKED OURSELVES OUT OF OUR ROOM! HELPPPP!"

"WHAT?! ALL 3 OF U?!"

" yesssss --pitiful look--"

" you mean..you have 3 ppl and still all 3 left it in the room?!?!?!?!"

--nod nod--

" SIGH. go to the conceige to ask them for help"

hil: " con..conn..con what?!"

yuanmei" conceige la"

jerm: " haha the reception la!"

lalala~ at the reception..

(according to ym and hil..they think he's super shuai but...i dun think so. hehe:P)

" erm erm..excuse me..we're so sorry but..."

" you locked yourself out of the room?"

" yes...--paiseh look--"

OMGOSH he expected us leh! haha so embarrasing!

DAY 2:
this day..was one of the most fun day! wheeee
first thing we did in the morning was to have our first ever breakfast tgt at the hotel buffet.

and then...went to Pay Fong High School! yay!
we were greeted with this banner " 热烈欢迎！"
wahh so touched.
then went to their music room for some performance from their sch:D

hahaha it was quite interesting(: after which we went to different stations to interact and do some activities. the first stop was chinese chess! haha and i forgot how to play le! so i sat there watching hil play with this other guy whom i know now called her ren. anw..so funny la! the guy was like so constipated looking and so concentrated. while hil was like " i dunno howwww" then any how move here move there. then woah! she won him! haha! and he's face was like all red. too paiseh i guess. awww...

then went to the calligraphy station and i sucked too cos my handwriting is so ewww. hahaa
then started to chat with some of them. haha they're really nice and friendly. and i found out that their sch is quite strict. made frens with a few of them haha and they asked qns like whehter can bring phone or not...cos they cant. and whether specs have any rules about colour or size. which really shocked me. hahaa!

we exchanged emails. and yay! MSN!

lalal after that some of the girls took us on a school tour. and manz..their sch is BIG! haha 5 floors with quite many buildings!
haha frankly speaking.it was rather tiring climbing around the whole place. haha they were like telling me about their scary teachers around and the detention centre..aka 恐怖地方. lols they're really funny!

but sadly..time flies.. and so we left.
the rest of the day wasnt really fun for me..cos i was yearning to go back to pay fong to play and talk to the students there. sigh.. they're so fun to talk to:D

DAY3:
oh no..this is the day when we have to leave. oh sigh.
haha had breakfast at the buffet again as table 1 family:D

then after that still had about half an hour so we all gathered at ming hui's room..or was it my room? to play. haha we played cards on the bus for the earlier bus rides too and in our hotel rooms..like DUH! hahaa. so fun :P

anw after that we head off to a kampong. which was rather interesting with chickens running around the place. so entertaining! tried learning to how make a katubuk(sp.?) but gave up. it's just TOO HARD! D:

laalala then had a kampong walk/tour kinda thing. hehe then off to lunch.
during lunch..omgosh qian yi started telling us scary riddles. eeeww just thinking bout them give me goosebumps. children in fridges..turkey murder..desert dead man..seaweed lady...ahhD: scary scary~

sigh then after lunch it was departure time. drove off to singapore.

on the way..we started to sing songs. sigh i really miss those times...ahhD: so fun to sing tgt.
playing murderer..and winking to the detective on my very first wink...
haha and the " murderer take action" phrase we like to use..hahaa.

and jincheng cheating every single move for cheat. and me gettting caught for almost every time i cheat. ahh...those times are so fun...and truth or dare..-.- haha and chor dai di! indian poker! whee so fun to lie(in a fun way hor!)

though those times may no longer come back...i will never forget(whee it rhymes!)
oh wells..i really really miss my class..209'09 ftw!

this post may be long..but i dun care! haha i wanna blog everything down! and there're more to the trip..which can never be and far too much to be described in words.

love,
Jerm!

wow. times flies. and i really see it now.

209'09 is gone. just like that. after that last day of sch. though we still have malacca trip. 209 is gone. once and for all. and can never come back. all those days in class tgt..singing tgt..fooling around. those sneaky note passing.all the weirdo laughs that we have..the random sneezes.singing korean songs tgt..sorry sorry-ing together during lunch. these small little incidents will be kept in our memory now.

SIGH.

yes i'm old.

this year has just been full of ups and downs and many many surprises. i've learnt a lot and i think i've grown up too. seeing things from so many new perspectives and learning to see through the masks that people wear. it's sad to say, but i see the ugly truth now. nevertheless, i'll stay happy and smiley(: or else..how can life go on?

it's been hard getting our class to cooperate and sometimes even harder to complete just one tiny tasks. but we're all learning..so i guess it's a learning process here. next year, when we all go our seperate ways. and the only time we see each other is maybe the coincidental bumps along the corridors or queuing up for food. but i hope we'll all still be that friendly or even friendlier. after sticking tgt for the past 2 wonderful and enriching years.

i apologise for not being a very awesome person at times..i know that sometimes i may offend ppl accidentally.i'm sorry. that's why i'm trying very hard to make sure i'm sensitive enough to what i say and do. oh well..i've got to learn.

SEC 3

yeap, we're alr calling ourselves that in cca. and i'm so not used to it. it seems like it's just ytd that we were being called sec2s. just ytd that we step into our new classrooms and enjoy the fact that we are SENIORS and imagining our juniors. and now..omgosh we're sec3! really really seniors now. omgoshhhh:X it feels scary. why does times slip by so silently and unknowingly. and before u know it..it's gone. sigh.

but though times has passed. i still do want some things to remain how perfect and wonderful it is and maybe make it even better..xD

anw..now i just can't wait for MALACCA trip. i'm waiting to form and create more wonderful and unforgettable memories there with all my awesome friends(: i cant wait to see them again and have fun.

weirdly speaking..i think i'm gonna miss the way yuan mei, hil and minghui always poke and tickle me in class or along the corridors. and the times when we secretly play poker cards..shh. and the times when we always made fun of mrs ___ duing her classes. sigh..i'll really miss those days.. really:X (haha and if ym or hil or ming hui is reading this..i'm not asking u to poke me more hor! dun get wrong idea:X just miss it)

<3
Jerm

AHHHH

I'm damn bored now. like seriously..the duty starts at around 4. and now it's not yet 3. and everyone else has gone home or poofed off to somewhere else. this is damn stupid.i'm sitting all alone in class for the last time and since fb and youtube is banned(EEEEE:X) i've really got nothing to do than just go to blogger and rant.

i'm kinda hating today..last of sch-.- yeah saying farewell to so many ppl today. sighs. not a happy day.

and plus they're treating me weirdly these days. leaving me alone to find someone else. yes i sound pathetic and i feel like an idiot cos i dunno what's wrong. sigh sometimes it's okay and fine but sometimes it's painful and makes me feel really sad. sigh.i seriously dunno what i did wrong or how they see me now. i'm sorry , maybe i'm just too sensitive. sorry):

as i was saying..i've got to say bye to so many ppl..it's really kinda sad. firstly, saying bye to 209'09. we've gone through so many things as a class for 2 yrs. and as we were playing the song fr vitamin C-friends forever. many of us cried or was tearing. i was one of them. it's really..sigh i dunno. just really kinda sad that this day is the LAST. 209'09 will never ever exist again. no matter how hard we try..time is cruel. and just kinda regretful i didnt get to say bye or rather couldnt get to say bye to some of my close friends.

secondly, gotta say farewell to our principal, miss yap. good luck and good bye miss yap(:
dun forget nanyang!

thirdly, is our dearest sec4 seniors. and esp later i'll be at the graduation ushering the parents. i'll feel really sad and maybe happy for them as they walk up the stage for the final time and graduate from nanyang. i'll miss my dearest sec4s nymd seniors! D: omgosh they were an awesome batch of seniors who i will never forget. special thanks to kelly, our wonderful and caring pres who has been so helpful and sweet and quietly making this nymd so bonded. mabel, our funny and high vice pres who never fails to brighten up cca times. jody, for being so cool and sexyyy when she dances. her proness inspires and wows me so muchxD gen, haha for being so nice and funny during cca times. wheeee love ya! and all the other sec4 seniors who have been so kind and helpful(: we love you<3

fourthly, are the teachers who will be leaving next yr!D: ahhh and one of them is miss lye! our cute and bubbly bio teacher!!! miss lye! why do u have to leave too?!?!?! sigh. why do all nice teachers gotta leave? it just doesnt make sense! sigh..miss lye!D: thanks for teaching us for the past 2 yrs! you're an awesome bio teacher!:D:D

lastly, my grandaunt(meaning my grandma's sis) and her family going back to the US tmr morning so tonight suppose to go for dinner at grandma's house butbut..sigh dunno if i can leave early for council.sighD:

see..this day sucks.

bye.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL!<3

HEYO! haha today was such a tiring day! hmm let's see..
FOA LOA from after assembly..reported at the dance studio then since we didnt need any make up(stockings!) we were just stretching..lazing around..then did some warm ups and routines(:

hmm then 9 went to the hall and got ready for FOA! haha today we performed for the seniors!it's like the first time we performed for our nymd seniors and not with them:X and they cheered for us! :D:D wheee<3

they started laughing once we(the sec 2s) haha cos we had our stockings on le. whee but it was really fun(: and i love our guai tai move cos many ppl told me it was so COOL!xD hehehee:P and shi yan's scream totally motivated ashley to scream for our drama. so now i not worried bout that part le:D

ahh tmr's drama finals le! we've come a long way and i dun want all our efforts to go wasted..so i'm praying really hard that all my endurance for those bu shuang i hate u faces from all those who kept giving me pays off. cos you know my limit for these things.. and i hope that u guys can realise that i dun want to make it hard for u all..well not just me..but everyone who has asked u all to stay back a while to prac and stuff. is not that we want ur life to be miserable. but we want this to be a class effort and to rehearse so we wont regret it(: just praying for ur understanding.

anw..since tmr's the finals le..we shall all JIAYOU! and do our best for it(: let's leave this yr with this one great memory k!(: we can do it!

209'09 will live..HAPPILY EVER AFTER!<3

i realise one thing: i'm getting lazy to blog :X omgosh..this is bad. but oh wells, i'll still post when i rmb to(:

wheee like today! cos today's such an awesome fun day!:D

hahah so this morn was kinda bored..then then i started learning how to knit from jincheng! omgosh then started to knit her scarf! so addictive can! hehehe then at around 8 plus set off to sentosa! we were the last class cos miss sining was an hour late!:X ahh okok nvm. then then on the bus sat with hil, ym, qian yi and rae and the back(: listening to my ipod, blasting music fr my phone singing off key as usual hehe:P and of course camwhore and chat! wheee so fun(:

reach sentosa--woah so hot and sunny! then i realise i forgot to bring: my sunglasses, cap, sunscreen lotion ahh so many things and my slippers. argh:X oh wells..

did so many fun stuff on the beach! hmm played some class bonding game: haha lao ying zhuo xiao ji, mr wolf, AEIOU and the hercules lion beauty game! xD whee ohhoh! we also had food first! all the yummy food! other classes jealous lehhhhh..hehehehe

then went off camwhoring in the sea and jumpshots were awesome! (waiting for ym to post pics!) whee then had games organised by 204: we cheated:X oops! hehe cos we were suppose to go aroud looking for ans to qns..but we ended up sitting on the tram..while other classes walkedD: haha. then the other one is the sand castle building competition! whee so fun! we made a super cool quaver music note to represent our class(HMP:D) hehe and made this little river to connect to the sea! wheee:P so cool la!
but it's super hot! hahaa and stella was like some kind water auntie calling out for ppl to drink water! xD

hmm then camwhored more and more..then sadly we had to go alr:X back to sch..had a headache.but wowed at the super cool and amazing roller coaster ride at the IR! it's almost done! and the roller coaster is wow! we were all like " I WANT TO RIDEEEEEEE!" i want too i wanttttt! cant wait till it opens next year and i shall run in like some mad woman and sit on the first row of the first ride of that roller coaster! it'll be so awesome!

back to sch..had some miscommunications here and there..then rush from up to down then back to up for the SAP scholarship briefing..haiz..and fell alseep halfway.
ahh the interview is gonna be so scaryyyyy...they'll ask some chinese thingy and i'll probably be like huh!?

hmm then after that rushed to the hall for FOA rehearsals. i was quite scared of putting the stockings on..cos i think the ppl there would be laughing at us like siao. o.o but surprisingly no leh! and some say it was very realistic! means we acted well! :D yay but some say it's very deep and hard to understand. hmm i guess dif ppl have dif views bout art. anws..NYMD JIAUOUS TMR! wheee! FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!! (pronounced as " FUA!")

and after rehearsals we went to starbucks at coro to celebrate rachel's bday tmr! :D yay first time going there..it's smaller than i expected it to be:X hahah and i tried small sips of everyone's coffee and i think i like the mocca one:D hehe it tastes not bad and not too strong for me(: choc!
esp after some ppl try to force me to love coffeee..what i'm saying is probaby making them go yay! woohoo! xD hahaha.

and by the time i reach home..i'm SUPER STINKY SANDY SWEATY STICKY!!!! EEW EWW EWW!

whee i'm done with today!<3



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