wow. what a day.
hmm i don't really wanna blog about today, cos loads happened.
oh well, this shall be a brief summary.

went out with uncle's family, including my 2 cousins today, we went to centre point and shopped around in robinsons. haahahs bought some clothes(: then went for dinner at newyorknewyork.

hmm now at home, then got a phone call from my parents, then heart sank. got real mad. and pissed. couldnt think straight. sigh, alrght i dun wanna talk bout it. but now after a talk with my sis, i feel better.

now i know, i'm not a good sis at all. a lousy one in fact. D:

i'll wait and see. and i won't initiate unless you do

<3,
Jermaine

harlo!!

rawr today was quite fun! yay!
dance in the morning...at 7!!! oh no..so sleepy! even earlier than normal sch day!
then did apologise till 11. hahas after that went out with batchies: chermaine, ellen, rachel, clare, cheryl and hao qing!:D

we went to........*drumroll* VENIZIA! hahas @6th ave! hahas had lunch and ice cream! whee! so niceeeeee:D then then we bus-ed to bukit timah plaza. we went to check out attitude performing arts studio! lols we plan to sign up for dance class in june! yay! it'll be so fun! we met yuxin and her fren there and...sadly, we were disappointed. because the hiphop beginners class is super easy, and the moves are copied from the mv nobody by wondergirls. hahas that catchy korean song! i bet if i watch the youtube video..alr can dance, no need that gay instructor!! this is agreed by all batchmates who were there! it's really a big waste of money to be signing up for that. lols, so i'll be checking out studio wu's.

hmm anw, then ellen, cher , chery and hao qing left cos that class just kept dancing that mv, and the instructor is gay and the class got a lot of aunties who anyhow dance-.- rawr but clare and i dun wannn go homeee! hahas so...we walked all the way to KAP and bought drinks and fries and chatted for 3 hours! haha! was tired, but quite entertaining to talk to her:) wheee! oh and so coincidentally, my pri sch classmate is clare's neighbour! and i went to her house before!! so qiao!

so left the place around 5.15 then bus-ed home. hahas yeap! and now...sadly, i got a big big bruise on my knee and and my back ache): owwww

rawr i want to go watch my boys over flowers now!
whee byebye!

<3,
a fellow apologiser,
Jerm

YAY!
i've changed my blogskin to something more colourful(by special request) and lively!
hahas is it nice? please give comments!:D i think it's quite nice!XD

hahas today is the last day of school! woohoo! hahas it even rhymes! hmm so which means it's the last day of sabbaticals. actually sabbaticals are all quite FUN! better than lessons! DUH! hahas leadership sabbatical was very intersting which taught us how to be a good leader, to Inspire, Influence and Impact others! the 3 I's! and many other things..learnt through games which are FUN! hahas i really enjoyed it:D lyrics writing on the other hand may not be as fun, since it's in chinese, and my chinese is very lan4! hahas so my lyrics all..-.- no words can describe. lols. yeah lo, this blk test, chinese B3): my first ever B3!sad face. anw i'm joing a chinese tuition class this june...so i'll work hard to get back my A2! JY Jerm! hahas. anw we wrote a rather stupid but funny lyrics today. lols wrote it with Yuan Mei, Bernice and Eunice. hahas this is how it goes(can sing with the happy birthday tune):

求婚
雨啪嗒啪嗒地掉下来,
你对我表达你的爱.

你说嫁给我好吗,
可你最爱还是你的妈.

你的戒指又老又土,
还叫我洗衣服?!

我不要变成黄脸婆,
每天替你脚按摩!

hahahas seee, this is all we can write! but it's so funny when the teacher read it out to the class!

hmm oh yeah, had cca today. and was super high before cca! hahas joanne and i were singing our remix version of apologise! haha! and we want to go kbox to sing it!then during cca, my contacts were super dry>.< and i alr drip alot and alot of eyedrops! even took it out to wash! also very uncomfortable! so i was kinda moodyD:

rawr today is the start of my independance! of no adult control! woohoo! but but tmr got dance at 7!!!!!!! and no one send me to sch!): oh no! *screams!* bleah..then i think i bus down. rawr.

lalallalalaa okay..i'm feeling super hot now. and the house suddenly so quiet. can hear the insects outside super loud. and i dunno why, i suddenly love jay chou ALOT! his songs are so dam cool! i likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! hmm...must be chinese lyrics class that influenced me. wahahha!

sigh. i'm so bored.
i shall find ppl to talk to.
byebye!

<3,
jermiesquirmie/jermywormy/jermjerm:D

YO!

hahas okok this post shall be dedicated to everyone esp...to miss hilary tan and miss leong yuan mei:) see, i'm so formal-this shows sincerity kaays(:

rights, so recently this 2 lovely ladies have been complaining that i've been "scolding" them. hahas so here i shall praise these 2 wonderful girls(:

firstly, thank you for being such great great friends! life would be so different without you two around me. hahas and ashley too(: also, i'm sorry for "scolding" you two. i do not mean it! seriously why would i wanna scold you when you have done nothing wrong. ok unless realy serious offence then jerm will hit the roof. but other than that..maybe it's the way i say it. hahas anw i'm kinda older than you two(please feel happy that for once i call myself oldD:!) hahas so maybe..it may sound like scolding. hhaahahas

rights..so this post shall be all praises to my nice and kind besties who have been tolerating my craziness, randomness and stupidness..everyday! hahaas tytytytytyty!:D love you guys truck loads and mountain high chunks of love! hahas ok that sounds a little wweird. but anw you get the idea!

yay! so so please forgive meeeeee:D for my sometimes or always authoritative scolding though i don't have authority..just that i'm older. see! i'm saying you two young again! rawr.

hahaas rights, so that(*points above*) is for my 2 besties hil and yuan. hahas so dun misunderstand anything(: hahas so you can ignore that..unless you're hil or yuan:D

lols piano just ended..and as usual, i almost fell asleep. and i dunno why this only happens during piano lesson. at the start of the lesson i was quite high..play this play that..chat chat with teacher. then like after 30 min...my vision was blur and my eyelids become so heavy. that i must close but yet can't close>< it's a horrible feeling. then when teacher gonna leave..the highness comes back. omg it's so weird. ahhh~:O but dont' get me wrong. i like piano too kaays. or else why am i still learning it? lols. i even ate extra chocs before the lesson to keep myself awake..but in vain.

hmm i probably should start on my ll presentation, then my leadership sab reflections in that free notebook they gave us to pen down stuff:) and then my theory. i think i better do it today..or else next week for sure..it'll be blank.):

and above*points again* is what i call talking to myself. so you also can ignore that.heehee:D

wow. i think in this entire post..only got that small bit for you to read!>< sorry! hmm wait, i blog more. so what happen today? ohoh i know. i was super tired, couldnt think of what to say in leadership sab again. sigh. everyone there..pro ppl all the future leaders. so when they open their mouth to talk..it's full of content. hahas so i also must think carefully and not just crap. sigh. but today i was super sleepy. wasnt active at all. rawr. so only opened my mouth once. which is bad.
hmm i'm gonna sleep really early today. at least by 10pm. so if you see me up after 10..please just give me a scolding...hahas i deserve it.

oh wells..i shall go start on my work. yay! 2 more days till RELAX! can't wait for the hols to comeee! ><

<3,
Jerm

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

hilaryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! not coming to my blog! rawr nvm! go visit __________'s blog first lo!

this blog whole blog posts shall be about you! yeapp you! *points* don't look away..i'm talking to you! haha! okok i think you'll think i'm mad.

so bored now.
shall i go home?

these 2 lunatics here ah..tsk tsk. shall not say.

byebye!~
<3,
Jermaine

hohohohohoho!

i just rmbered tmr is the start of sabbatical! yay! no lessons!! woohooo!
wheeeeee it'll be so relaxing! oh yeah! be jealousssssssssss...uh uh! ooh yeahhh!*dances monkeyy dance*! lols oopsss sorry sorry!

whee this shall be a short post! read the one below for a longer and nicer posts!
this post is mainly to compete with yuan/hil whichever one i can win! haha!

rights, i shall go bathe now. i stink like a stinky ball. rawr whatever that is.

byeeeee
<3,
Jermiesquirmie(as ____(someone)calls it..haha!)

HARLO!!!!

Jerm is so tired..she can't type anymore! oh no! lols
okok seriously tired. hahas let me tell you why kaaay.

on friday, had LOA right. so we danced from the morning thenthen till ucc then till at night..10.30 then the cluster 6 concert end. and the whole thing is rather dissapointing and irritating for me. firstly, the schools were not my expected schs. i thought it'll be all the gwh schs./ and in the end...it turned out to be schs grouped according to region so-.-

then some of the dance were____.i was quite shocked(in a bad way) and got another one super obscene. and i wont talk about it here..hahas. really..you wouldnt wanna see it here on my oh-so-innocent-and-pure post. heehee:D

and then had open house this morning. so woke up early..alr so tired then come to sch and danced somemore. after that..had psl duty-school tours. hahas i did my first tour with chermaine and we had bout 20 ppl! so big grp! i doubt they can hear us!>.< hahas then the subsequent 2 i took myself. i guess the parents were quite okay..just that got niao-ed by some and some were rather sarcastic and some ask me some chim chinese question which i can only laugh to hide my "omg what is he asking?!!?!" look. hahas. then the usual question..why you choose ny not ***? and more stuff about them. sigh they just wanna compete with us lo. have open house on the same day. haha very funny. sorry..being a little mean here. ok i stop(:

hmm then after duty..went back to..DANCE!though i felt super tired...i was still dancing. it's like once the music is played, you cant help it but move to the beat and dance!:D it's a wonderful feeling if you get what i mean(: then dance till open house ended. and even later.

hahas after that went home to rest and bathe(: hmm then met again with batchies at hcjc bus stop and went for dance night'09 back again! hahas the dance night was so cool! MAD ROCKS! i wanna join when i go jc!! bboys were awesome , hiphop was cool! and modern dance was just lovely! omg i wanna join! but their standard is very high..i'm not sure if i'm good enough...but i'll try!(: hahas and not forgetting the chinese dance(:

lalalala it was quite funny too. they had a story to tell and used dance to tell. which is actually an interesting way to link all the different dances tgt. hahaas so niceeee. i can't wait for our modern dance dance night next year! it'll be dam FUN! i can't wait!!(: ohohoh and i forgot to tell you..i saw our seniors! omg they are so so pro! and so cool! and and so so pretty!!:D hmm from memory i saw patricia, ann, en rui, hilary, trixie and teresa(but not on stage thoughD:), larissa, yi ran,jin fei, cheryl,junning(was she there?), bernice and jessica!! they're all so pro now. oh and i also saw hilary and yuan mei's double bass senior edwina there with the MAD bboys! hahas so unexpected! lols. i never knew she was so pro.

hmmm rights so that's bout all. and that's why so tiredD: i must have good night rest tonight! and bleh i missed lesson on friday..i duno how to do those chem assignments! i need remedial! HELP! tuitiontuition me pleaaseeeee!

good night! sweet dreams!

<3,
Jerm
p.s i think i shall not compete with yuan mei anymore..it'll take forever! rawr yuan! stop posting for one month! wait for meeeeeee

harlo!!

whee tmr have cluster 6 performance with a total of 6 schs! hhaaahas hope we can do well(: cos we havent been dancing stalemate for sometime...well other than recently.

hmm so so..oww my cheek kinda hurt now. was running to the quadrangle to join the rest to prac dance cos i was late!>.<>< luckily i found 2 ppl who want my tix! yay!

hmm okay, i'm really tired. shall go sleep now. today's rehearsal at ucc was ..-.-
rights, then send shi yan to hume ave. hahas sorrieeee she had to walk down to parc palais. lols cos my house is one condo earlier!:D hahaas.

sigh..i go slp now.
nightsnights!

<3,
jermaine

OH NO! only the 103th post?!!?!?!!! i must beat yuan!!!!XD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELLEN!! Jerm loves you!(: forever and ever and ever and ever...lalaa you get it!<3!

lalala tmr is csm..and i'm gonna be cheering the sch on with council. hahaas good and bads. and please..yuan and hil, i didnt abandon youuuu!! pleaseeeeeee dun dun angry with meeeee*begbeg..innocent look?* hahaa. well..hope i can still get some time off to walk around with you guys..spend quality time! whahhaha! but i'm sure cheering with council would be fun too(:

wheeeee 10 more days to holiday!!! cant wait for JUNEEEEEEEEE!!!! I <3 size="4">hahas.

oh on friday have Cluster 6! yay! syf danceeeeeee:D i mean..stalemate!!

hmm then sat have open house..i'm tour leader! hahas so will be leading school tours! ahh wish me luck! the last time i did this was..cant rmb..sec1 orientation? but that's not really counted..cos not solo. ahh in pri sch then! haha! lols cos ambassador so also must do sch tour. lols. anw..hope it'll go well. so sad hil not in same duty as me><

then on sat night..have MAD dance night! yay! can go eat dinner as a batch againnnnn XD
hmm so that's about all....my week! hahaas gets busier by the day.

ohoh and tmr going out with ying yee(: then after that go visit grandma in hopsital): she have to go for op tmr. cos of her kidney stonesD: god bless her!(: i'm sure it'll go well.

oh well..i'm so bored. wanted to do math..but decided not. so came to blog.

good nights!
<3,
Jerm

lalalala i'm posting this random post to beat yuan mei!! wahaha!

hmm what should i post about?

yay! i love the weekends! cos i can finally take a rest. breathe for once. ahhh air!

heee i skipped dinner tonight cos had lateee lunch/high tea with mum, sis and grandparents @ novena square! hahaa

ohoh!!!! i think jermjerm fell in loveeee<3! with one of the guys in boys over flowers!! or isit flowers over boys? cant rmb!! ahh he so cutee! actually 2!!!! omgomg and the sch they feature is so so cool!! it's for all the rish kids dadada and then the cafeteria is is..like restaurant!! and i dun like that head of F4 in the show that ju jun biao! he so mean!! i like yu hou or isit zhi hou?the guy who helped sicao! hahas and the other oneeee the the one whose granddad owns the museum!! heeeeee. oopsy jermjerm crapping here!

sigh. jerm is so confused. really about things lately. i hope it'll come and go. and be settled. i really hope it does. it's been bothering me.

please mean what you say.

hahaas okok stop emo-ing jerm! you hate emo! E-evil, m-mean, o-oyster!(the first thing that comes to my mind! hee sorry!)

lols, good night!
<3,
Jermaine
p.s i realise how dark my eye bags are! ahhh~

oh! haha i just realise my last post was my 100th post! yay! so this is my 101th post!(:

sigh. why must things end up this way? i tried to prevent it. but i know it would still be out.
oh well. what can i do bout it? nothing, but just emo here):

i really hope you understand and dun misunderstand anything. really, i dun mean anything. and it's nothing like what you thought it was. seriously, why would i? since i alr knew about it.please understand. i feel really__. i dunno what to do or what to say to you. just wish you could understand and not hate me. i just wanna go back to being friends.

today, a day i was looking forward to. an end to the 2 weeks of torture from projects, napha and spa. sigh. but yet in this mood. was super high when i got home after dance but got super tired and slept through my korean drama! can't believe it! woke up then realise..WHAT?! IT'S OVER?!??!?!!? NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!D:

sigh.

how great. so many things to make jerm emo on the day when she's suppose to be happy.
how great can that be.

Jermaine.





Harlo!!

hahahas blogging in libary now. waiting for napha to come!D:
i got bad feeling bout it leh. i scared for my standing board jump..cos i cant jump!): cos i'm short.
and..incline pull ups cos i havent push up for a long timee>< and my hands sweaty then slip!and and shuttle run..cos i very slow reaction de. reallly..you dun believe ask my friends. everytime something said..i dunno i slow reaction-.- sigh sigh sigh.

should i start doing push ups in the library? but that would be super weird. though hil said she will do it with me. hahahas ohoh and ytd i was training sit and reach..then then this morning my left thigh ache): ahhhh seiously scared lo!

hahas and just had spa. it was okay i guess. though the carbon dioxide one a bit weird. hmm and and hee clumsy me..i broke a testube!>< rawr so needa pay fine. sigh will they minus marks if i break testube? please please sayyy NOO!!!

lalalalaa yuan and hil are here with me..(:

hmm anw pray for the best for napha. after napha needa go cca. so i think i'll be tiredD: we seriously needa prac stalemate!! performance in 5 dayss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ohoh and nanyang festival of the arts on 11 july! whee so exciting!!
hahas btw..i'm taking a poll whether i should keep my hair short..or leave it long..hmm..
tell me tell me. currently from batchies is..3 want long hair..5 want short hair!:D

shall go back to friends for sale..i wanna torture my pets!! wahaahahh!

<3,
Jermjerm

whee the 2nd day with my newskin!
lols is the pokadots really that bad? which reminds me..my youtube username! wahha it's also pokadots. hahas. rawr that was random.

hmm..today was quite okay(: nothing really big happened. had cca..we prac stalemate. though i'm kinda worried..cos 6 days to performance and judging my today's rehearsal..our standard has droppedD: i hope we can rmb the steps properly and buckle up and show nymd's gold with honours dance!

lalalaala i'm feeling bored. just came back from tuition class. lols they took our temp. today. at first i didnt know. then i was walking to the ticket counter then there was this red box on the floor. then i was walking and stopped in that red box. *smack* the lady standing there paste a "i'm cool!" sticker on me. lols. so so what if your temp is too high? you get a "i'm hot!" sticker? lols okok lame. hahahaa ohoh and the sticky hand sanitizer which i will go wash it awayyy. heee.

wow. realised alot of things today. but i won't make up things which may not even exist. so i wont think about it. in case it turns out differenty, and so i wont feel sad):

oh no, tmr napha and spa. napha-got thigh ache after ytd's run and my shoes's sole came off>< spa-i hope i don't burn my hand again like the last time! i dun wan have phobia!

<3,
Jermaine

HELLO!!!! HOW DO YOU LIKE MY NEW SKIN? heeee

isit nice? or not nice? should i change? blahblah tell me!!
lols but even if you did..i tink i wont change...unless i feel like it. cos i took so long to change!><

anw..isit nice? TELL ME NOWWWWW!!!!!

hmm shall blog bout today..
ahh so so sad..my cousin who came over to stay(he is super duper cute kaaays! rmb winston? my baby cousin?) yeah he went back to his home sweet home.

bleah i kinda miss him alr. all his screams and calling me" dada!" cos he can't pronounce jiejie. hahaas! HE IS SO DAM CUTEE! and he ran around chasing Mighty's tail just now! super funny!

sigh sigh. but look on the bright side..i can still go visit him! like i always do! usually every week!(: mmhmm! so i can still hear him call me da..DA!

today's 2.4 run..was..okay i guess. just that at the 6th round i started to feel giddy and very tired. i see alot of people walking and the temptation to stop was seriously very big. but jerm didnt STOP! no she didnt!(: yay! must overcome the temptation. it's really hard and it makes me feel more tired. but i told myself" Jerm, you can do it! don't you dare stop those feet!"
hahas and yeah i listened to my brain talking to me.

lols. have you tried that before? when one part of you really wanna do something and the other part comes to talk some sense into you and stop you from doing it? lols like the angel-devil thing standing on your shoulders in cartoons. lols. so i guess 14.31 was okay(: i was aiming about 14.21 since that would be a A for a 14 yr old.
and i was like..*gonna faint anytime* "what?!!?!??!?!! 10 secs away from A?!?!" *FAINT! BOOM!* hahas jkjk! the fainting part didnt happen but it could have happened..cos my bp super low. then last time went to jog with family then i also almost fainted. then got blackout.
sigh. so i was feeling super fainty after the 2.4. but i still did it! wheee and i counted! got 9 ppl run faster than me in class! hahaha! sorry that was a bit random.

anw..back to the timing..so well..as i was saying..my timing. now so i tot i would get a B..cos cos..to get an A if you're 14, timing must be <14.21 then suddenly..the Mdm Teo said" if you're born before 1st april, then you're 14. after that is still 13! *JUMPPPP!!! (oh no cant)YES!* omg yess! then i was so happy! hmm but then i realise to get an A if you're 13 must be <14.31?!!?!?!!?!?!!WHAT?! so what..? am i still a B?!!?!?!?!?!?! sigh.

oh wells, a B is not bad!(:

lalalalas so what else happened today? hmm then after that nothing much. i realise now almost every recess or lunch i will have to do something---PROJECT -.-
sigh.

I WANT JUNE TO COME! i can't stand May. it's the MAY CURSE!! (no offence to those born on may and mother's day!)

OMGOMGOMG! i love the song you belong with me...it so describes my feelings. hahah! (:

<3,
Jermaine

so confused

ahhhh my com is killing me! i cant upload my mother's day pics from my camera!
cos stupid com dont let me show hidden files no matter how many zillion times i press " show hidden files!" rawr!

i got so fan i decided never to take pics with my cam! or just call a repairman and come repair this button! RAWR IRRITATING BUTTON!

sad sad now you cant see my mother's day pics. hahas nvm! it's just a pic of me and my lovely mummy!

hahas(: HAPPY BELATED MOTHER's DAY!

oohoh went to my uncle's new house ytd for dinner! it was a housewarming/mum's day celebration! wheeee! the house is dam big and nice! old condos are big and nice..and arcadia feels like shang rila and the style! hahaha!

<3,
Jermaine
P.s yuan and ash coming over to prac drama! ahh i'm damn scared for drama assessment tmr!D:

What's the whole point when we're all sad?

why must history repeat itself when i thought we've all promised never to let this happen again?

WHY?

i've never seen him tear yet i see that little drop trickle down his face.
the anger in him has turned to dissapointment and sadness.

i've got nothing to say. but cry infront of what seem like the never-ending arguement.

i don't want this to happen. never.

so please. STOP. i'm begging on my knees.

hey guys, i have no idea why i'm blogging.. with so much work to do.

i'm totally STRESSED OUT! i cant breathe..):

sigh..i wish this stress period can be gone..like NOW!
and i'm so bored. not cos no work. cos too much workD:

bleah and now..i'm so sleepy but i rmbered tmr by 12 pm must give hil the math sia research.
but stupid super mastermind..got no info on net at all!>< how to research when there's nothing? sigh. sigh. sigh.

i wanna die of stress. but cant..cos must " die beholden to nothing and nobody" and so if i die now..i still have my hw and projects. sigh.

this is a nightmare.

i wanna wake up.

hmm this weekend shall be a torture. not anything worth rejoicing aboutD:

sigh..i want these 2 weeeks to disappear. it's disastrous. it's the harsh reality.

i wanna slp now. and just forget about everything for now.
oh yeah, we had cca with the sec1s today. no comments. -.-

tooo tired to comment anyway.
good night.

<3,
Jerm



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