it doesn't matter anymore. why?
it's not me, i know.
it wasn't mine, i know.
so why am i feeling like this?
why?
since it doesn't matter anymore.
or am i deceiving myself?
it's not mine...it's not mine...
or will it be?
can it ever be?

well, today was actually a rather happy dayy for me! stepped into class and the next thing i know..was ppl staring at me with blank faces hahaaas and ashley and yuan mei screaming at me..and hilary messing my hair up. lols. that was all i can rmb.

then in school..i see my frens and seniors. i say hi. but i get blank looks back again. they dunno me. hahaas well they cant recognise. until some of them..after 2 min of staring into my face..then they oooh! hi Jerm! lols.

and cca was really fun today. we had audi prac! and and seniors came to give comments and cheer us on! THANKYOUU SENIORS!
and lao shi said we improved! wheeeeeeee! i'm happy:D but we still have to work hard!
then after that..around the end of the lesson..around 6, the costumes finally came! hahas so we prac again! soooo cool! i like the costume though it's super tight and i got difficulty breathing at times. other than that..i think i can survive with it:D hahaas

then i was sooo tired and hungry! sooo ate dinner once i step home sweet home.

now i feel emo. i dunno why. i guess everyone around me is emo. which kinda dampens my sprits. i wanna talk to someone. though thanks hil for calling. but i'm sorry i became fustrated, since my mum was scolding me for the wrong things. sigh.

i try to hide my feelings. my emotions, so that i don't spoil yours. but actually, i feel emo now. for some reason i dun wanna explain. it's because of all the small little unhappiness tonight, which builds it up. i'm so sorrie for turning this post emo and sad. and not funny or interesting.

but when jerm's emo. her blog is where she turns to. a ear she wants for her to whisper her secrets and distress in. but the ear she wants tonight, is not here.

oh well,
i should turn in early. i should have earlier. like i have told those who i have chat to on msn.
but i need a place to speak my heart out ---my blog.

I LOVE yOU BLOGGIE!:D

nights!



Design/Icon : everlastingroses!
xoxoxo